Thursday night, cat-baby Ariana Grande more comprehensively expressed remorse over her alleged donut-licking and America-hating, following up yesterday’s apology with a four-minute video titled “sorry babes.”

“I just wanted to make a video to apologize again for the whole donut fiasco and craziness,” said Grande. “Because I feel like the apology that I posted, I kind of missed my opportunity to actually sincerely apologize and express how I was feeling.”

Grande continued by explaining that she’s just as disappointed in herself, America:

Seeing a video of yourself behaving poorly, that you have no idea was taken, is such a rude awakening. It’s like you don’t know what to do. I was so disgusted with myself. I shoved my face in a pillow and wanted to disappear. But instead of that I’m gonna come forward and own up to what I did and take responsibility and say I’m sorry.

Because I reacted in a way that wasn’t necessary, to say the least, but also just wasn’t me at all. I apologize for my poor choice of words and for my behavior. Seeing how ugly it looks when you behave a certain way makes you want to never behave that way again.

“Not here to make any excuses or justify my behavior, because I can’t,” Grande closed the video. “I’m just here to apologize.”

[h/t The Hollywood Reporter]